my sketchbooks have become super super boring.
i'm trying to rekindle the enthusiasm i used to have. maybe my life has become boring, or i do not smoke as much weed. maybe i have started to ignore myself and i have only been working hard at pleasing other people. what if my job battering and deep frying fish has sucked the energy out of me. i could be listening to too much music and watching too much tv and doing too much laundry.
well, i dont know, i have ideas, i'm officialy set on going to OCAD, get some professional schooling to become a professional/pretentious artist. if i fail i will be a teacher of the highschool arts or a curator. if none of these works out, maybe a stay at home mom?
anyway, i'm going to do my best, and see what happens. i'd rather fail in toronto than fail in windsor.
